Sometimes I Write

My 3 days has turned into 8.  Long story.  I have gotten some rest, I’ve definitely relaxed, and the girly food has been nice too.  But I was wrong…though my time away has indeed been healing, it hasn’t been so sweet.  It’s been excruciating and hard.  There’ve been lots of tears – not that me having tears would surprise anyone.  Not all healing feels “sweet”.  I’m strong and determined to not skip over any part of the process, so I continue…

My husband is amazing!  He is not only allowing me, but encouraging me to keep moving through this time of processing while he is home keeping everything running smoothly.  I’ll be back home in a few days.  I’m borrowing a library computer to write this little note, and my time is almost up, so…

Please keep praying for me and sending me mental sunshine. 🙂  And for those of you who were wondering, “girly food” is stuff like mini quiches, muffins, pasta salads, crackers w/ Orange Cranberry cream cheese spread, croissants w/ chicken salad, etc.  Stuff you wouldn’t hear of men eating if they were on a retreat. 🙂  I shouldn’t generalize here.  I have plenty of male friends who like those things.  I’m just not the “fresh fish from the mountain stream cooked over an open flame” kind of gal. 🙂  Give me girly food anyday.